a few snow storms later.

i need to learn to embrace the snow

that is currently covering every square inch

of logan, right?

today around a foot of snow has fallen.

if there was this much snow in va,

we would have school canceled for a few days.

i'm not looking forward to trudge through

the snowy roads tomorrow at 8:30 am.

what i am looking forward to is going home to va

and not having to wear five layers just

to take the trash out.

there is a plus side to all this snow though.

last night me, melanie and lui went

sledding on old main hill.

most fun i've had in a while.

i decided sledding is my new hobby.

i've already started planning meals

for my dad to cook when i get home.

and tonight i told him to drive redrobin

to the airport so i can drive him home.

i also have already started planning

events for my three weeks in va.

twenty more days.

twenty one days.

why i'm excited to go home in 21 days:

to have red robin (my car) back!

to sleep in my own BIG bed.

to go to new york!

to have dish washer and garbage disposal.

to not have to wear fifty layers to go outside.

for my eyes will look blue again.

to decorate the christmas tree.

daily trips to tysons mall.

eat at rio grande.

not having to call my dad to talk to him.

no stress from homework/tests.

lunch dates at sweet leaf.

to photograph my model (my sister).

to see my best friends.

family dinner/home cooked meals.

to go to my home ward.

eat at the new chipotle.

watch endless tv at bainbridges.

sleeping in till whenever i want.

dinner dates with virginia.

to go visit teachers at mcl (i know,

i swore i would never do that).

christmas/new years parties.

to watch mcl gymnastics meets.

go to gymnastics practice.

use dad's photoshop.

concerts at jammin java.

to catch up on tv shows/tivo!

pretty little liars nights.

going into the city for whatever.

riding the metro!

to buy a new car.

christmas dinner at the gundersons.

shop at unique.

i could go on and on but i won't.

needless to say, i'm excited to go home.

i need a break.

twenty seven more days till i go home.

oh how i wish those days would speed up.

i just need to go home for a little.

i love it here but the

one thing i need right now,

is to go home. hurry up december.

words i can't seem to say.

fast forwarding.

i know this is supposed

to be the fun part

but i would just love to skip over all of it

and my future be the present.

i know what i want to do right now,

but how long is it going to last this time?

i know who i want right now,

but we all know, that never lasts long.

so if i could just fast forward a few years,

even to just take a peek,

i'm sure i would currently be a lot calmer.

i know that all the things i'm

stressing about now will seem like

nothing six months from now.

but for right now,

i will keep stressing about

these minuscule things.

fall for you.

today was a perfect fall day.